Sunday, June 12, 2016
Sometimes I really feel that I tend to do things against my better judgment lol sigh. Maybe that's why I often end up regretting certain decisions I make. Anyway I hope that I won't regret the decisions I made this year loll.
And I'm sorry for the times I took you forgranted before. I know it's way too late now, but thank you for the love you had shown me and all the little ways in which you made me feel loved and treasured. I hope I will be blessed enough to be with someone who can love me and take care of me like you used to.
Thanks for all the times when you would accompany me home from school, for coming over to visit when I was sick, for helping me tie my shoelaces/tie my hair when my hands were full, for cooking meals and making sandwiches for me, for trying to go to church with me whenever you could, sharing notes with me, never letting me cough up a cent on our dates, catching that pig from the claw machine for me just because I said it was super cute, putting little surprises in my locker from time to time (even going so far as to make friends with the 711 uncle to borrow his fridge so you could store your ice cream surprise for me), comforting me when I was down, telling me that I looked lovely and special (even when really, I think I stuck out like a sore thumb -.- ) at that disastrous social night where I turned up in a colourful dress and everyone else was wearing a normal black dress lol, and so much more...
you were sweet enough to star in a Korean drama, and it was my fault that I never appreciated you enough. I'm really sorry that I ended things with you so suddenly and so harshly. I don't really remember so well anymore all the reasons why I was unhappy with you, because it was so long ago. But anyway, it doesn't matter anymore, and I hope that you are happy where you are now, and you are with someone who loves you in the way that you deserve. (:
